giving up?

i'm 40. i might have arrived at this decision late -
but i'm officially ending any effort at self improvement.
in fact i want to go back in time. peel away layers of
learned behaviour. revert to being a kid.
what's the first sign that i am succeeding?
people start to think i'm really crazy now!

at last

i'm not the sharpest of human beings. or the most hard-working.
i'm kind of tired after registering this blog. i'm gonna rest now.
will empty first tea cup in a while.